Its one more ordinary day. Work at Quickly, go to school, workout and then go home. But today instead back home I make a stop at friend’s home which a place I hang out with two chinese students in past couple weeks. I go there many times in past 2 weeks, because after school and work, home is a very quiet and alonely place to be. I hate to being by myself everyday. I do like some alone time but not every day. I like to be around some people, but there are no one around in my home. Only thing with me is a computer, and many memories fresh by. That is way I hang out at friend’s home a lot.
I look up in the mirror, the face I see in the mirror is much older then 4 year before I came here. I think maybe there is so much pressure makes all that marks on my face. I dont like what I see in the mirror, its not I plane to be. Hope I could recover by another year.
I also wanna say sorry for everything I did, and all the words I said. Time makes me look back, more and more I see myself clearly than before. That’s why I have to see sorry to you, and hope one day you could forgive me. The guilt in my heart will never wash off. I think that just my destiny. Hope you will be good, and that is all I can do. Pray for you and pray for every one I know.
Another day pasted, a one more ordinary day coming……be good and be strong!
